APPLEHEAD

Waking up early has not felt so good for a long time. I wake up when it’s dark, work, go to bed after work when it is dark. Saturdays I rest more. There is still anxiety occasionally at work, but it’s not something that controls me any more. However, since spring, the only dreams I can remember are nightmares.

Imagine having only dreaming nightmares for the last 6 months.

 The events in the dreams are new, nothing from my past except for familiar people and places. Terrible things happen to these people, and I am a witness to them, or they do terrible things to me.